ever notice how spring creeps up on you? I mean, yeah, you'll vaguely notice that the trees have buds on them, and then all of the sudden you realize "hey, there's leaves on all the trees. when did that happen?" that was me today driving home from work. it happens like that every year for me, though usually it'll be when I'm looking out my ( Read more... )

when I was at work tonight, I suddenly had the urge to write in this. I dunno really about what, I just wanted to write ( Read more... )

I'm totally in the mood to write right now, except that the one thing I should be writing is the one thing I can'd make myself work on. I was the same way this morning too...wrote a big long reply to the RP that Bryant and I have, but got practically nothing done on my English. I do hope Bry writes back to the RP soon though...lately I've been ( Read more... )

This is something I wrote in here in March...and it still holds true, actually ( Read more... )

I'm making time to update, because I think I actually need to use this to reflect for once, instead of just randomly saying like 2 sentences and leaving it at that ( Read more... )

wow, so I just had the most amazing conversation...it started out really goofy, but turned all deep and meaningful and stuff. *contented sigh* I know I'm gonna have good dreams tonight.

it's crazy how you can have such strong feelings for someone for a long time, but then the person goes away for a year and you think you're over them. but when they come back and you hang out with them for just a few hours, everything you once felt comes rushing back in that first instant you see them ( Read more... )

so apparently I'm a "coward" for not playing Steve's solo with him in Fate of the Gods, even though Steve is loud enough for about seven people on his own and Schuster knows I can't play the solo because I can't flutter-tongue and I haven't worked on that particular solo since the day we sight-read it ( Read more... )

I just realized something today. it's super-pathetic that it's taken me until my junior year of high school to develop an actual personality. but it's true though. I really didn't have much of a personality before this year.

ya know, I really wish I knew what was wrong...

these past couple days, I've spent so much time feeling like I'm gonna cry for no reason at all. it makes no sense.

it's even weirder when I randomly start crying when I'm listening to music.

it kinda freaks me out.